I let myself fall into a lie 
I let my walls come down 
I let myself smile and feel alive 
I let my walls come down 
No matter how I try I don't know why 
You push so far away 
You wrapped your hands tight around my heart 
And squeezed it full of pain 
 
With this knife I'll cut out the part of me 
The part that cares for you 
With this knife I'll cut out the heart of me 
The heart that cares for you 

I can't believe the way you took me down 
I never saw the pain 
Coming in a million broken miles 
Like poison for my veins 

With this knife I'll cut out the part of me 
The part that cares for you 
With this knife I'll cut out the heart of me 
The heart that cares for you  

The hate and the fear 
The nightmares that wake me up 
In tears 
The nightmares and (the hate)...