So Green

Rehab

And the grass is always greener on the other side 
Ummm…And one is too many and a million just ain't enough 
And I get high for the feeling or could it be the lack thereof 
Could it be the lack thereof 
Now this delirium with all the trimming 
And I'm sure that I have every symptom 
And it's livin' day for you now, to live like me and die like me 
And it's so green outside my head 
All the friends I've had are dead 
And I'm waiting for an answer 
As I lay here in my bed 
I look for the lie, I'm true so why try 
Lookin' at the sky thinkin' why, oh why am I? 
I felt like this for the most of my life 
Now all that's left is a pen and a mic 
The pain in my chest is arrest from sadness 
I dress for success, ended up a broke-ass 
I fall to the floor with my head in my hands 
Last year I don't care and now I don't give a damn 
And it's so green outside my head 
All the friends I've had are dead 
And I'm waiting for an answer 
As I lay here in my bed 
Am I crazy? maybe, so spacey lately in- 
Sane the days we have witnessed lately and it 
Pains me greatly someone could hate me but 
Maybe they were lied to as babies too
And it's so green outside my head 
All the friends I've had are dead 
And I'm waiting for an answer 
As I lay here in my bed 
And it's so green outside my head 
All the friends I've had are dead 
And I'm waiting for an answer 
As I lay here in my bed 
I look for the lie, I'm true so why try 
Lookin' at the sky thinkin' why, oh why am I? 
I felt like this for the most of my life 
Now all that's left is a pen and a mic 
And it's so green outside my head 
All the friends I've had are dead 
And I'm waiting for an answer 
As I lay here in my bed 
And it's so green outside my head 
All the friends I've had are dead 
And I'm waiting for an answer 
As I lay here in my bed 
So green outside my, green outside my 
It's so green outside my head 
My head, my head