I tried to be cool, I tried to maintain 
Let you sit up in my head and rent space in my brain 
I chilled to keep from bashin' car windows and crashin' 
That's why you see me dashin', I hate to be lashin' out of fashion 
Besides I'd rather let it ride than take a cop car ride 
I'm afraid of me, that's why I hide 
But those days are done 
I'm gettin' what I want and I don't need a gun 
A lot of people gonna run the race 
But I'ma be the one that went after the mushroom cloud 
It's about what you say not how loud 
I've dealt with you, now deal with me, standin' on top, see see see 
If I say something to piss you off 
Or if the sight of me makes you wanna barf 
It just may be that you can see 
A little bit of you in me 
'Cause I've been runnin from this and that and those and them and him and her and 
I'm not sure exactly what I'm gonna do but I 
Gotta make a decision this time 
I woulda never though, I got what I sought 
Did a lot of dumb shit, but I ain't get caught 
Pants still saggin', back on the wagon 
Came back with a bloody nose, bleedin' and braggin' 
I know you hoped I fell off 
I know if you could, my organs you'd sell off 
But it's cool, I ain't no fool, and nah, I can't let you push in my stool 
So when you see me say hi 
We can hang for a minute, but after that bye-bye 
Hit me on the 2-way for a three way and maybe I might pull off the freeway 
So you say I'm a piece of shit 
How 'bout you motherfuckin suck my dick 
'Cause it just may be that you can see 
A little bit of you in me 
'Cause I've been runnin from this and that and those and them and him and her and 
I'm not sure exactly what I'm gonna do but I 
Gotta make a decision this time 
I'm my own ball and chain and all the blame always comes right back on me 
I've lived with y'all for long enough, proved I'm tough now, y'all gotta live with me 
'Cause I've been runnin from this and that and those and them and him and her and 
I'm not sure exactly what I'm gonna do but I 
Gotta make a decision this time 
I'm my own ball and chain and all the blame always comes right back on me 
I've lived with y'all for long enough, proved I'm tough now, y'all gotta live with me 
Y'all gotta live with me