Take a look at my life - do you see what I need ? 
Better give me the knife
Better leave me to bleed 

I hate my lies - I hate myself 
I hate my life - I hate myself 

Take a look in my eyes - do you see what I see ? 
Better take my advice
Better listen to me: 

I can see I will never be home again 
I can see I will never be whole again 
I can see I will never be free again 
I can see I will never be me again 
(I hate my lies - I hate myself) 
(I hate my life - I hate myself) 

Read my mind - 
Now you can see 
Why I´ll never be clean again 

I could lift you up, be your clown, make you smile 
I will fuck you up, take you down, make you cry 

Take a look at my face - and then kiss me goodbye 
(Don´t you know that I like to be a scapegoat?) 
Better drop all your faith
Better leave me to die 
(Don´t you know that I like to be a scapegoat?) 

I can see I will never be home again 
I can see I will never be whole again 
I can see I will never be free again 
I can see I will never be me again 
(I hate my lies - I hate myself) 
(I hate my life - I hate myself) 

Read my mind 
Now you can see 
Why I´ll never be clean again