I don't want to have to build this 
I don't want to have to fit in 
I don't want to have to need someone 
but I do.. 

I don't want to have to attract boys 
I don't want to have to be here 
I don't want to have to eat to fill a hole 
but I do.. 

But it's better than nothing at all 
But it's better than nothing at all 

I don't want to have to be angry at you 
I don't want to have to blame it on my father 
I don't want to feel sick around you 
but I do.. 

I don't want to ever fall in love 
I don't want to feel so insecure 
I don't want to have to write this to explain 
Still I do 
This feels better than nothing at all 
This feels better than nothing at all..