I saw you this morning
You were moving so fast
Can´t seem to loosen my grip
On the past

And I miss you so much
There´s no one in sight
And we´re still making love
In my secret life, in my secret life

I smile when I´m angry
I cheat and I lie
I do what I have to do
To get by

But I know what is wrong
And I know what is right
And I´d die for the truth
In my secret life, in my secret life

Hold on, hold on, my brother
My sister, hold on tight
I finally got my orders
I´ll be marching through the morning
Marching through the night
Moving ´cross the borders of my secret life

I looked through the paper
Makes you wanna cry
Nobody cares if the people
Live or die

And the dealer wants you thinking
That it´s either black or white
Thank God, it´s not that simple
In my secret life

I bite my lip
I buy what I´m told
From the latest hit
To the wisdom of old

But I´m always alone
And my heart is like ice
And it´s crowded and cold
In my secret life, in my secret life
In my secret life, in my secret life