where it all began cause i don't even know 
but the shit keeps piling on top you don't make amends 
and i don't understand and you don't even really know me. 
someone's holding on to me i think i really should calm down 
i can feel my adrenaline running thought my veins and blood. 
sometimes you can lose control and they don't understand they take you 
for a ride and then they want to hold you hand. 
you fought you screamed and they don't even know 
what you really have in store you hear all the shit 
and you don't fucking care you just have to ignore 
where it all began cause i don't even know but the shit keeps piling 
on top you don't make amends and i don't understand 
and you don't even really know me. someone's holding on to me 
i think i really should calm down i can feel my adrenaline 
they feed you full of shit that you already know they take you 
for a ride and then they want to hold your hand.