A                    G#            Cmi#
It's okay in the day I'm staying busy
                                       Cmaj7      Emaj7
Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he
                   Cmi#
Got so sick of crying
            Cmaj7
So just lately
                          Fmi# F A
When I catch myself I do a 180
                       G#
I stay up clean the house
                      Cmi#
At least I'm not drinking
                                             Cmaj7
Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking
    Emaj7                 Cmi#
That silent sense of content
               Cmaj7
That everyone gets
                             Fmi#  F
Just disappears soon as the sun sets

D                                   G
This face in my dreams seizes my guts
                      E
He floods me with dread
Soaked in soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
 Cmaj7 Hmi   Dmaj7#
And I wake up alone

If I was my heart
I'd rather be restless
The second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless
This ache in my chest
As my day is done now
The dark covers me and I cannot run now
My blood running cold
I stand before him
It's all I can do to assure him
When he comes to me
I drip for him tonight
Drowning in me we bathe under blue light

His face in my dreams seizes my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked in soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone