Forever Lost in Vain

Soilwork

Like a flash from a distance 
I learned to prevail
Over all those dark moments
I set the sails
I learned to believe it
I learned to deny
Which was nothing 
But running away from the tide

This life has been shattered next 
To something better
This life has made up with its soul
Next time I will deal 
With the storm that gathered
All the thoughts that came up on their own

Can someone give me an answer
About the choices I've made?
Cause I can't think anymore
These thoughts are buried forever
Deep down in emotional graves
Forever lost in vain

Turning points are glowing 
With their absence since there's
No hope of finding my way
What may lurk in the shadows 
While I'm in here waiting?
Something better than I've already seen?

Can someone give me an answer
About the choices I've made?
Cause I can't think anymore
These thoughts are buried forever
Deep down in emotional graves
Forever lost in vain

So do I truly deserve something better?
(Way better than this)
This weight on my shoulders still matters
(Matters to me)
After all these years through the never
I can feel how it all comes together

Can someone give me an answer
About the choices I've made?
Cause I can't think anymore
These thoughts are buried forever
Deep down in emotional graves
Forever lost in vain