Hey you know that I've been searching deep inside 
And I'm not certain I will like the things I find 
I don't know that you will understand but I have tried 

I don't know just why I need to do the things I do 
And I'd love to do these things without them hurting you 
I don't know that you will understand but that's the truth 

I'd give it up for you but let me finish what I got 
I'd love to now but lord you know it sure does take a lot 
I'll always love you honey but I can't be 
That I'm not