The Insanity Of Normality

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My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, 
In fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others, 
I want no one to escape, 
But even after admitting this there is no catharsis, 
My punishment continues to elude me
And I gain no deeper knowledge of myself, 
No new knowledge can be extracted from my telling, 
This confession has meant nothing