Today my past 
Has come alive to eat 
All of the guts that I use to just keep my feet 
Moving left and right 
As my legs shake like trees 
Oh how I curse the heavens for not taken me 

GOD DAMN 
This whole mess that's me 
I DON'T TRUST MYSELF 
I'm in way too deep 
And every night I erase the day 
With the strongest drinks they'll give to me 

And I awake 
Much to my dismay 
To find that I'm still staring at the same ceiling 
I just wish once 
that I could get this right 
And have the angels from the south take me at night 

GOD DAMN 
This whole mess that's me 
I DON'T TRUST MYSELF 
I'm in way too deep 
And every night I erase the day 
With the strongest drinks they'll give to me 

And all I have is meaningless 
And all I found is nothingness 
In this self loathing sickness 
And all I have is meaningless 
And all I found is nothingness 
In this self loathing sickness 

GOD DAMN 
This whole mess that's me 
I DON'T TRUST MYSELF 
I'm in way too deep 
And every night I erase the day 
With the strongest drinks they'll give to me 

And all I have is meaningless 
And all I found is nothingness