Amends

Rehab

Well I'm sorry and I apologize 
For any pain I may have caused you 
And I made you my enemy 
But now I need you as my friend 
And I've been wrong for so long 
Not to ask for your forgiveness 
And if you don't accept, I'll understand 
But I need to make amends 
But I need to make amends 
It's hard for me to say this 
But I've been going through some changes 
And I'm really not quite sure where to begin 
I've been kissing devils 
And fighting angels 
Putting the rest of you in danger 
And blaming you for the turmoil beneath my skin 
And my twisted versions of the truth 
Are a weak man's attempt to look better than you 
Can't believe your pain never gave you a grin 
And I've wanted to kill a thousand times 
But I think I just thought that I wouldn't survive 
But I found happiness ain't something you win 
Well I'm sorry and I apologize 
For any pain I may have caused you 
And I made you my enemy 
But now I need you as my friend 
And I've been wrong for so long 
Not to ask for your forgiveness 
And if you don't accept, I'll understand 
But I need to make amends 
But I need to make amends 
Well I've lied to you so many times 
With a mad desire to control your mind 
Searching for things that no one finds 
And I've killed your time and stole you blind 
I've taught you things you don't need to learn 
So I can cut in line and take your turn 
I've filled your head with snakes and worms 
On my search for a bridge to burn 
I wanna live with no uncertainty 
But that man in the mirror's been hurtin' me 
And I've come to you 'cause there's nowhere else to go 
Well I'm sorry and I apologize 
For any pain I may have caused you 
And I made you my enemy 
But now I need you as my friend 
And I've been wrong for so long 
Not to ask for your forgiveness 
And if you don't accept, I'll understand 
But I need to make amends 
But I need to make amends 
If you see me sad, don't pity it 
I've been a god damn idiot 
My life, my fault, my actions make me break 
And I can't even see it, so be it 
That's what I think 
When everybody's gonna blame the world 
I blame my mom and dad and put it in a song 
I'm weak, so I act strong 
I'm short, so I talk long 
And layin' in the hospital 
I think, have I been wrong? 
All along 
I'm 29, still playin' "look at me" 
What am I, three? 
Self-esteem on E 
Can't you see 
I've been often neglegent 
Almost never benevolent 
I think I'm intellegent 
But mostly irrelevant 
'cause I ain't changed one bit 
Even though I quit 
Who cares if I'm sober if 
I'm still gonna steal shit 
I had to be broken down 
Another apocalypse 
To see what I had missed 
And just come and tell you this 
My pride, gotta suck it up 
My gut, gotta tuck it up 
So here goes, dawg 
I love you 
I fucked it up 
Well I'm sorry and I apologize 
For any pain I may have caused you 
And I made you my enemy 
But now I need you as my friend 
And I've been wrong for so long 
Not to ask for your forgiveness 
And if you don't accept, I'll understand 
But I need to make amends 
But I need to make amends 
Well I'm sorry and I apologize 
For any pain I may have caused you 
And I made you my enemy 
But now I need you as my friend 
And I've been wrong for so long 
Not to ask for your forgiveness 
And if you don't accept, I'll understand 
But I need to make amends 
But I need to make amends