Myself

The Rasmus

I have always been different I'd like to be, 
but every time they got something to say to me. 
One day I had to be, I made a different me, 
but got trouble next day I went school, you see. 
Two big fellows, 
which don't much about like in me 
put me in to the games where I don't wanna be. 
In other words no one don't like me there. 
Sometimes I really care. 
I can't be myself. 
Then one day I didn't meet the choosen one. 
I took a gun, party's just begun. 
Inside of me there still lives a part of me, 
it put back to the Earth where I belong to be. 
I get along well with this feeling in my mind. 
If I should say something, I would say nothing 
'cause I'll kiss my only friend what I've got, ever had 
but still I can't I can't be myself 

I'm gonna the way I wanna be 
nobody wanna talk with me, no 

Do I have to be or let my feelings free? 
Take a look at me, the way I wanna be. 
I made decisions right, my feelings came from inside, 
I took a drug ride, I felt part of me died. 
My life turned from that good to that very bad. 
There were only me, mu pipe 'n' those drugs I had 
One day I just will be, I'm gonna be real me, 
I think I cannot be, I can't be myself.