Where My Head Used to Be

Milow

I wake up and right away I know 
The minute I turn on my bedroom radio 
The music is a Lady Gaga song 
But there's a hissing in my ears 
Something's wrong 
I put on some pants turn on a little light 
I keep the curtains closed outside it's just too bright 
On my way to the bathroom I hit the wall 
When I look into the mirror 
I see nothing at all

I'm going crazy the pressure gets to me 
Between my shoulders on top of my body 
There's a great big hole a mystery 
There's a hole where my head used to be

In the dark I finally reach the sink 
I grab the faucet hold my breath and try to think 
The water doesn't end up on my skin 
Right there is when I grasp the giant mess I'm in 
It seems as if my body's closing down 
I lose my balance and my toothbrush hits the ground 
I don't even recognize my face 
When I was young my mind was clear 
How I miss those days

On all fours I crawl back to bed 
Try to remember how many of those days I've had 
I just need sleep so I try to improvise 
But when your head is gone, it's hard to close your eyes