I've got a sickness no doctor in all of his knowledge could ever cure 
I'm so sick and tired of feeling worthless like I don't exist 
Keep up my head high, try to live my life, and no one notices 
All my years being left alone has made me what I am 
Wounded by the ones I love, back against a wall, I'm an animal trapped in hell. 

This is real pain 
These are real tears 
This is the world falling on me. 

Is this what you want? 
Part of your great plan? 
You wanna see me fail? 
You'll never get your chance 

Sorrow has become my only friend again 
I know I will fail you end the end 

There's no heaven that wants me 
No hell that could ever hold me in 
No matter how far I run, I could never escape 
I still bear all of my sins 

I remember the sun touching your face 
I'm still waiting for the day 
Just to hear you say, "well I've had enough" 
Get up and you walk away 

Sorrow has become my only friend again 
I know I will fail you in the end 

And I can't blame you for running 
I know you couldn't understand 
You see, I don't even know myself anymore 
I don't even fucking understand 

This is real pain 
These are real tears 
This is the world falling on me. 

Is this what you want? 
Part of your great plan? 
You want to see me fail? 
You'll never have a chance 

Sorrow has become my only friend again 
I know I will fail you in the end 

I will fail 
I will fail 
I will fail