The air tears at my skin 
Robbing my veins of the life 
I'd hoped to have 
You killed a part of me tonight 
And left the frozen air to finish the job 
Now I realize 
The cowardice you kept behind your bloodshot eyes 
And awkward frame was calling the shots 
And I was left depleted 
Grinning like a retard who thought you were there 
When you had retreated 

I'm slowing down into a shallow circle 
While my heartbeat fills the gaps 
Between sporadic and failing gasps 
I'm face down in the mud 
My eyes still bruised and purple 
While my heartbeat fills the gaps 
Between sporadic and failing gasps 
I'm slowing down into a shallow circle 
While my heartbeat fills the gaps 
Between sporadic and failing gasps. 
I'm face down in the mud 
My eyes still bruised and purple 
While my heartbeat fills the gaps 
Between sporadic and failing gasps 

And I swear 
If I could take this knife out of my back, 
I would, I would 
But between the loss of blood 
And the loss of my trust in you, 
I don't think it'd do any good. 

Now I realize 
The cowardice you kept behind your bloodshot eyes 
And awkward frame was calling the shots 
And I was left depleted 
Grinning like a retard who thought you were there 
When you had retreated 

I'm slowing down into a shallow circle 
While my heartbeat fills the gaps 
Between sporadic and failing gasps 

If love existed 
We wouldn't be so soft 
And easy to ruin 
If love existed 
We wouldn't be so soft 
And easy to ruin