No it never meant a damn thang
Yo trust invisible
Like trips on an airplane
I'm nervous and miserable
Try to focus on the good times
Now all of those seem far behind
All the misunderstood signs
Turn it back and press rewind
And I don't wanna think about it
It's when the darkness closes in
I really can live without it
Misery opposed to sin
Probably in a bad place
Yeah but I've been there before
You caught me on a bad day
And I don't wanna think no more

I been living through the pain
Swimming through the rain
Wishing for better days
Any minute I could break
Visions of the day
That all of it fades away
Does he listen when I pray
Forgiven for all my ways
This sickness inside my veins
All the money women and fame
I'd give it all away to witness a better day

I'm the offspring of liquor and lies
Take away the sunlight the quicker it dies
Born into the dark just another mistake
Nature vs nurture that's another debate
I been broken but I try to do right
But still illuminated by another blue light
So hard to love cause it burn so deep
Another goodbye repeat no sleep
How do souls grow colder
Blood turn to ice when the body grow older
Head down on my shoulder
A few years later suitcase shows over
And I feel like a sucka
One more failed try and one more fuck her
Sick and tired of being sick and tired
I'm a tell the truth forever is a lie

I been living through the pain
Swimming through the rain
Wishing for better days
Any minute I could break
Visions of the day
That all of it fades away
Does he listen when I pray
Forgiven for all my ways
This sickness inside my veins
All the money women and fame
I'd give it all away to witness a better day

I don't even notice anymore
I'm lying to myself again
If I would've known this is a war
I probably wouldn't let you win
I try to get over
Lookin' at time go slower
Crimson and clover
All this time and I didn't even know her

I been living through the pain
Swimming through the rain
Wishing for better days
Any minute I could break
Visions of the day
That all of it fades away
Does he listen when I pray
Forgiven for all my ways
This sickness inside my veins
All the money women and fame
I'd give it all away to witness a better day