Sometimes I feel hopeless
The one's who are closest only come around when I'm doin' good and I'm focused
I'm sick for my losses, look, hospice wasn't easy
I was down and my plugs got greedy
With my mom watchin' TV, momma, please don't leave me
I was still sellin' bags, I know Janelle need me
My fingertips numbs, I know the stress gon' kill me
I was counted out by everyone, the underdogs feel me
More fake friends, I hate fake friends
It's a rat race and I don't like this place that I'm in
Her hair grew back, how could someone so beautiful die so fast? I couldn't speak at her funeral
More lawsuits, I'm stressed out like usual
I'm talkin' to my wife, love, I hope I'm not losin' you
They only see the wins, man, they don't know the half of it
Awake, paranoid, with a pistol on my lap

I feel lost, stuck, I hate it
We graduated from the street shit, all the pain, I can't take it
I feel lost, stuck, I hate it
It feels good we finally made but I'm still underrated
I feel lost, stuck, I hate it
I feel lost, stuck, I hate it
I feel lost, stuck, I hate it

From the trenches to the barbedwire on electric fences
Death threats got me restless
Why they wanna kill me? We don't answer questions
Why they wanna kill me? Over some genetics
I hope when they try, they die before they get the paramedics
I'm well respected, you're not
You steal people's shit, on the real, that's pathetic
I saw your complaint and I laughed when I read it
People in my ear like, Bern, you should dead it
And if you go to war, I guarantee you'll regret it
A dark road is where I'm headed, I guess I'll never get it

I feel lost, stuck, I hate it
We graduated from the street shit, all the pain, I can't take it
I feel lost, stuck, I hate it
It feels good we finally made but I'm still underrated
I feel lost, stuck, I hate it
I feel lost, stuck, I hate it
I feel lost, stuck, I hate it
I feel lost, stuck, I hate it
I feel lost, stuck, I hate it