Implore The Negative

Benighted

Implore The Negative 
I woke up running through that bright hallway
Without being able to distinguish the end
Shiny walls of organic matter 
Spread the sickness
Forgotten passenger lights
Drowning, I implore the negative 

Spread the sickness
I hear in the distance the howling of my memories, 
smothered in the galloping darkness I want to run away from

They try to instil their poison in me again
Contaminating the cave where the darkness lies that I don’t want to see
I cast you out of my mind
I implore the negative

Cold promising hand
Stray thoughts slow down
Falling piece by piece
my carnal prison floats in the air
bare walls whisper indistinct words to me
stay away from reality
I forgot any reason to live
the black claws sink into the flesh, reveal the light from below
an endless fall towards a deliverance I didn’t want 
Even though I begged for it 
I fucking begged for it
There is no turning back 

I won’t run anymore 
Indistinct words from invisible mouth 
Unspoken language sliding behind my eyes, silent and parasitic
Threatening dimension through the hole
Unable to make a rational choice
My lips burn as the passenger smiles in the mirror
Spread the sickness