Ambush

Beborn Beton

Every ten years objective time 
I'm aging only a month 
If you're alive, returning according to schedule 
I'm twenty-eight when you arrive 
Hurry! I don't care if you're 30 
Hurry! I don't care if you're old 
I never ever wanted another 
If I can't be your lover, I want to be your nurse 

I cannot recall 
The reason that I came here for 
I don't know when it started 
I don't know when it ends 
I don't see any sense in this 
My mind has been erased 
So I can get along with this 

Lost in time and space, what am I fighting for? 
Seriously damaged but I don't let it show 
Still there is capacity as long as there is faith 
Pump-gun trigger pushed, we're being ambushed 

No possible defence in the midst of the crossfire 
As long as I am conscious there'll be no way to stop me 
Got no ammo left but the power of my fists 
A pain inside my chest just leaves me defenceless 

I cannot recall 
The reason that I came here for 
I don't know when it started 
I don't know when it ends 
I don't see any sense in this 
My mind has been erased 
So I can get along with this 

I feel disintegrated but still I am alive 
Don't ask me, 'cause I don't know, the way that I survived 
I feel the medic's fingers tickling my guts 
The burning in my stomach is trying to drive me nuts 

Can't see no reason in the things that I have done 
It happens to be war, it's a war that can't be won 
It's time to quit but they won't let you go 
You're far too important for things that you already know 

I cannot recall 
The reason that I came here for 
I don't know when it started 
I don't know when it ends 
I don't see any sense in this 
My mind has been erased 
So I can get along with this