The door slams I wake up 
Another illusion I have made of this 
I cry I swept away every tear that I've cried 
And I swear this was your choice 
So save me from falling with the sound of your voice 

Are you lonely? Do you hold back? 
Will the road ahead keep you on track? 
I know you made what real for 
but I can't help to die just a little bit more 

I’ll miss your every moment 
I can't hold it 
And I swear 
I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness 
I can't say goodbye, say goodbye 

So here goes my last chance 
Of an hopeless romantic and I don't understand 
Why you don't, why you wanna show 
Your dangerously enemy and it's tragic so pathetic 
I'm in love with you and you just don't get it 

So when you lay your head at night do you think of me? 
Do you think it's right to leave me here to kick myself 
to hate myself for all that I felt? 

I’ll miss your every moment 
I can't hold it 
And I swear 
I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness 
I can't say goodbye, say goodbye 

So I sit here finding a way 
Surrounded but still lonely 
Your absence here doesn't help, it doesn't help 
Cause every time I look to you 
A mild depression comes screaming through 
I don't know myself, we don't know ourselves 

So make me this promise, yeah? 
Say it with an object tone 
Emotion feeling, can't stop spinning 
Just keep breathing, say you need me 

I’ll miss your every moment 
I can't hold it 
And I swear 
I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness 
I can't watch you go 
why'd you go?