I used to, get down, get crazy, not care, you couldn't phase me
I was waiting for the world to end, never thought that I could feel again
I waste time, get blasted, my friends, are outlasting
One by one they began to die, for some reason I was still alive
I open up my eyes
You brought me back to life
You're the light, in the dark, you keep me holding on

I'm not running
I will never be ashamed
I'm not the same
I'm not angry
I'm still learning from the pain
I'm not the same
Anymore

I used to, break hearts, so dirty, invincible you couldn't hurt me
I was flying high above the ground, no one could have ever shot me down
I'd lie, for no reason, incapable of all feelings
Taking everything there was to take, got caught up living like a fake

I'm not running
I will never be ashamed
I'm not the same
I'm not angry
I'm still learning from the pain
I'm not the same
Anymore

Always lying to myself, Whoa
Always running from myself, Whoa

I'm not running
I will never be ashamed
I'm not the same
I'm not angry
I'm still learning from the pain
I'm not the same
I'm not the same

I'm not lying to myself anymore