Lost Control

Antimatter

Life has betrayed me once again, 
I accept some things will never change.
I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony, 
And it's left me with a chemical dependency for sanity.

Yes, I am falling... how much longer till I hit the ground?
I can't tell you why I'm breaking down.

Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?
Have I really lost control?

I'm coming to an end, 
I've realised what I could have been.
I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask, 
I admit I've lost control.