I could run run run so far away
I could cut my hair and change my name
Running never seems to lose the shame
She has made a home inside this place

I could pray pray pray for a time machine
Try and change the things I didn't mean
'Cause I was just a kid and never thought
That I was big enough to leave a scar

And I can't love myself
Hating on who I've become
I'm not who I was
But I'm not what I've done

I could lie lie lie my way to good
I could just pretend I never hurt
Maybe all this bad will find a way
Out of all the darkness comes a day

And I can't love myself
Hating on who I've become
I'm not who I was
But I'm not what I've done

And I can't love myself
Hating on who I've become
I'm not who I was
But I'm not what I've done