Mourning Soul

Absurd

My days are grey like dirty snow
A fire's burning in my soul
Why should I kneel lying in pain
My death is real this day

In solitude I can not tell
Just of my deepest sorrow
All time thats left is freezing me
I'm waiting for tomorrow

The fire in my mourning soul
Burns all my feelings to the ground
And all my hope has gone away
I simply will decay

Of fallen mind I ran away
Decay lies behind me
On desert plains where I can see
The northern light it blinds me

No strength no help to break the spell
This curse that ties me down
My mortal life runs out of me
I'm dying on my own

The fire in my mourning soul
Burns all my feelings to the ground
And all my hope has gone away
I simply will decay